I've been working and working non stop and sometimes I wonder if there's something that I'm doing wrong. It's easy to feel guilty when things are not working as well as they should, and I'll attribute it to my being not a good person in life, LOL! Must have been my convent upbringing!
I'm always caught in a tussle when that happens. Lately, I've had a talk with The Maker upstairs. I mean a more serious talk, lol. There I go on my guilty trip again. But it makes sense in some way. Again, it must be due my convent days. I just do not give Him much thought, or rather, He is more desperately thought of when I am in some plight or other. I wonder if I have been living my life wrong all these years. Can I blame the nuns for this? *hears thunder* I guess not!

Well, call it coincidence, call it divine intervention, life seems to be not so bleak when I start the day with a short prayer. Sometimes I question things too much. Is that a miracle or is that a coincidence? Were my prayers heard, or that customer just happened to walk by and sported something that she was looking for. Questions questions that will never have an answer. Sometimes I wish I could be 'Simple Jane'. Life is no more fun when you're questioning too much.