my grave, i dig my own.
my spade, i bought from the store.
the soil, i paid someone to buy in sacks.
would one need water for a pat down? nah, i didn't think so.
flowers. we need them to look not so forlorn. like somebody cared. i guess i can make arrangements with the florist to cheer up my little lot. and the lot? well, i would need to pay that too, from my own pocket.
nothing comes free after all. at least for me.