some time ago i had an operation. it was probably brought on by stress. after that incident i told myself i must not stress myself that much. so i lived on. i handled stress better because i know that it is not worth it to bring that much of discomfort to myself. life dishes out rubbish for me from time to time, but i try always to look on the brighter side. there are many things to be grateful about. many people to be grateful for. and so, during those dark times when i am inclined to dive into a dark hole, i write. and maybe whisper a happy tune. and things do look brighter.
i have learnt a lot of things the hard way. i have learnt to swallow much. mind you, it didn't came about easy. it took years of swallowing to be able to swallow well, and fast. i am proud to say that i am now a master mistress of swallowing. did that sound right? lol.