forgive or die a slow death


i copied from angeles' blog. i didn't want to forget what i read, so what better way than to slap it here. thanks angel!
it puts forgiveness in perspective. let's see if chewing on this is better than on the walls of my stomach.
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Friday, March 21, 2008 11:01 AM
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And here I was, scratching my bits, wondering where I have seen it before, before I got to the fine print!!! Now, I can't remember what I wrote at angel's!! Gah!! No fair! But, you will forgive me, won't you?
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i will, if you would. lol. that's how my gastric bane starts i think. haha.
i will learn to live like woodstock, the bird? or woodstock the festival, 1969 you know? how apt. there must be a message for me somewhere.
*wears flowers in my hair*
love, free love babee. come take my hand, let me lead you to the land of the free. *take off your clothes, everything* (see how lisa influences?)
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Yes, I can see the Lisa influence there! Especially with you totally nude, and not a hand towel within reach..
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i expect nothing less from my sixty-niner comrade. it's cheap to be free eh? heh.
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u2 don't sleep?
believe me or not - i forgive easily. really easily. i don't have anyone in mind that i'm pissed off or mad at or harbour bad feelings with for longer than necessary..not one single person. i'm not saint but i have very short term memory for stuff like that ...i don't like the feeling.
i know. hard to believe. maybe you think i was never hurt that deep before...well, wait till you hear another confession. omg. why is it i'm turning your site into a confession booth???haha. okie. confession takes a lot of guts...so, let me work on mine before i come back-ya?
ps. my influence sometimes work wonder for the body. get in tune with it..that way you will love your body more. try SLEEP NAKED tonite. touch yourself if you want to
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it's called synchronised sleeping.
it's good to forgive easily. i used to have nothing to harbor. i don't know what happened along the way. but i do actually. *smiles*
i have to get back to that state. cos i don't want to grow lumps out of nowhere, which i did once. so ya, it's no good for me.
confessional booth here? ya, it's kinda cosy for me too. strange how different we are at different places and different blogs.
confess thy guts only if it is good for thy soul. i'm thinking, i am not young anymore. quite an old lau ah mah already, so ya, i don't think i need worry about my face anymore. i might spill my guts too, one day..
about the sleeping nekkid, i would enjoy the freedom too. but i'm always thinking lots of 'what ifs'.. what if there was an earthquake, what if someone walked in, what if the curtain blew up. and the bed sheets, what if it's not clean enough? haha.
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i guess alot of distress can turn ones bitter..just like a lot of pain can make ones give up too easily. but hey, everyone deserve a 2nd chance..in love..in live. age is just a number and not a determinant. we shouldn't stop growing old but aim to grow old graciously instead. i'm not young too
and m'dear, don't get bog down with so many 'what if'.. life is too short
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my brain is tired, getting burnt out. trying to stay positive is difficult when there are mosquitoes around.
and yes, i will take your advice, lisa.
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i had it for a snack and it seems to be working. i've been purging.
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how apt. purging is a good way to describe it. it's a good laxative, forgiveness.
i shall have it for my main course soon. takes time this change of diet. too much too soon i might need to check in, somewhere.
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no. i have not work up my guts yet.
i just wonder how to write a long story in 3000 words...how could i ever write a comment longer than the post??
"when it comes to love, relationship and intimacy, a little HUMILITY goes a long way
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the 3000 words thingy! it used to drive lb crazy. donno if it still does. haha
my comments tend to be longer than my post usually, so all's well.
humility is good. i don't know if i have gone to the level of no pride left. thin line.
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u oso will forgib me for not catching up wt your other 8,394 blogs... hehe...
i also want to forgib LB for forgetting... haha
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haha, so paiseh so many. only three lah. but ya, that's something like 8,394 in a way.
you forgib LB ah? good good he sure happies. then he can forgit more things liao, heehee.
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